So he texted me. Yeah it was this big long apology text and I texted him back and let him know that what he was doing was too late but I’d talk to him and hear him out. He said sometime next week I guess but then when I said that was fine he never texted me back, I’m hoping he’s just really busy. Cuz regardless of what I’ve tried to convince myself of, we need to talk. I’m not over him no. I’d like to try again with him. Slower this time and maybe keep it quieter. He said he wanted a second chance and maybe I’ll give it to him depending on what comes out of his mouth. I have people from all sides telling me to give him the chance, to not give him the chance but here’s the thing, I’ve tried with other guys. I have. I really have. But all I do is miss him. Cuz while he made some shitty life choices towards the end there, he was perfect. He made me so happy and I think he wants to do that again but we gotta have a conversation first. Only one person has said, “do what’s going to make you happy” and if being with him or not being with him will make me happy who’s to tell me otherwise? I’m an adult and I can make my own decisions. The truth is I miss him and I need to at least talk to him. We’ve needed to for months.